With the light of heavens on my back,
It is difficult to sense my own grace.
Tiptoeing barefoot through the forest in search
Of a sense of meaning.
Peace does not know me too well,
I do not like to look back, only forwards
Forwards. Forwards.
My feet melting into this Earth,
If I were to merge, perhaps I would become the planet itself.
I would be one of the free ones,
With no one to tell me what to do, how to feel.
I told them many things about myself
But they told me I was wrong.
How is that? How can What I feel be wrong?
It took so many years for me to realize it was them.
They were wrong.
It is taking so many more years to realize that I am not
And what I feel is real
And who I am is valid.